Was supposed to sleep at 11:12 after I caught 11:11 and made my pw wish ): But I went to brush teeth wash face so i caught 11:12 ): AHHH its 0100 now i’m still awake! ):

Good too, time awake = slightly more time to catch up with people (: Today was quite a good day I got to talk to quite a few people I miss! (: But on the other hand I don’t know if I regret talking to some also hope I don’t have swollen puffy eyes tomorrow!

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Anyway, quite proud of my pw group, can’t believe PW’s ending! I’m happy on one hand but quite sad on the other when I look back and see how much we bonded/fought this battle together. Sure, there were times I whined, I complained, but I’m still thankful for the 4 of you (: Its amazing how different the 5 of us are but yet we tried to accommodate and all.

All the best to us! <3

Lets hold on till the very last minute, we’re gonna pull through. Tomorrow’s gonna be a good day. We’re gonna smile before OP, through OP, and most importantly, after (:

Anyway, I closed my eyes just now just to rest and this verse came to my head.

For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.” - Matthew 17:20

I have faith. I really do (: God’s amazing. Haha yay puffy eyes for sure tomorrow.

Japan’s Haruna Ai competes in the evening gown competition at the Miss International Queen 2009 transvestite beauty pageant:

OMG SHE IS A MAN/HE IS A WOMAN/SHE IS A GIRL!!

Haha so pretttty.

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Anyway recently i’ve been Ris Low-ing ohwells I actually think BOOMZ and SHINGZ quite funny haha but after awhile I feel rather sorry for her ):

I kinda think she doesn’t really deserve what she’s being mocked for ohmans ): I guess its okay when she receives criticisms for stuff she really messed up (credit card fraud thing and the claire thing) but for her language and stuff I think she so poor thing! ): She’s been speaking like that all her life then of course it takes time to change right ohnooo and she’s trying quite hard haha but then no one’s really encouraging her but instead just trying to find something about her to laugh at ):

Haha i’m not anti-anti-ris-people don’t get me wrong! I’m not a fan of her too haha. I just think maybe we can empathize better I guess. Not like I’m a role model though, I laugh tooo haha shingz.

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Okay finally now i’m gonna type something related to the title of this post haha.

I really really want to meet a forever friend person? Haha quite sad that I’ve never met a forever-friend kinda friend omg do i make sense :X Okay or maybe the problem just lies in me that I don’t have the qualities of being a forever-friend ): haha cos it seems like most people around really do have a friend they can count on anytime/everytime, can be totally honest with, yeah basically do all the things that bestiesss do haha.

Ohwells but i’m thankful I’m aware of peeeps who will be there forever for me haha. I love the chins <3 Though there’s a need to filter things I tell them but ohwells better than nothing. (: I love daddy mummy meimei.

Really tired now ahh its not even THAT late guess i’m just mentally exhausted. I miss having friends haha ohno I sound like a girl with zero friends.

Omg haha this is very mehhhhhhh

Today, I found out that my name means little lamb. My mom’s name is Mary. Mary had a little lamb. MLIA

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Anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEEN GUYS!! (:

Sighhh if only i could celebrate halloween!! ): Yeahhh so you seee juniors taking HMT Os, pleaseee do your best for it!! (: If not you will be very sad the following year cos you won’t be able to celebrate halloweeen ):

Oooooh so k3wl omg all the halloween parties going on! Not like I could go for half of them even if i were freee though haha most in clubsxz.

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A bit more about how my halloween went!! Brought a huge pack of hersheys to school today haha YES WE HAD A 3-HOUR CHINESE LESSON TODAY IT WAS HORRID I FELT I WASTED MY TIME THERE ): Not productive. But yay my hersheys disappeared very quickly (:

Ahwells they were for trick-or-treating but I ended up saying “HELLO WOULD YOU LIKE A KISS?” hahah sheeesh. Ohnooo my halloweeen plans didn’t really work out haha people just went “EH CHINNY CAN I (take) ?? (:” hahaha but it was fun still.

THISSSSSS made my day though!!

Awwwww he was so adorable!! I gave him my last kisss (:

And ohyaaa went bonkersss today haha left house at 8plus for townnn cos i felt like it (: Quite fun no regrets though i’m rather tired now! And meeting up with lovely people tomorrow i’m excited (:

Super scared for chinese though ): But its a CHIN thing hope I do well? (: I can’t wait for Chinese to be over!!

Omg but look at my faceboooook post

“The Higher you Go, the Harder you Fall.”

How true. I’ve no intention of making you feel guilty at all with this post btw. But I really don’t feel i’m getting back the same from what i’m giving you yeahh “what you give is what you get” eeks no ):

I’m really messed up ohno~

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Anyway today I experienced the feeling of falling asleep on the bus and alighting at a weird stop, having nowhere to go, desiring a bed/company but having none, and not being hungry but binging away just to occupy myself with things to do/think about omg ):

Didn’t bring keys cos I thought i’d be out alll day, I spent my late afternoon/evening eating Yami Yogurt, Chocolate Croissant from Delifrance (the huge 3bucks one), a 6-inch sub, subway cooookie, waffles with peanut butter (THE GINORMOUS ONE). These were dinner haha I felt so guilty for eating so much I spent 12bucks on all these junkiesss omg ): I told mummy I only ate a 6-inch sub for dinner though haha guess what SHE BOUGHT ME MORE SUBWAY COOKIES HOME (plus bread) TRALALA~ Anorexiaaa 2molo mansxz.

All in all, today was very boring and sad and I did NOTHING I feel guilty I’m gonna start on work now yay hello 10pm. ):

Its gonna be a long night ahhhh. I’m feeling perpetually tired these days though sigh I just slept from 7-9 but I feel like crashing RIGHT NOW ):

This is really cute hahah read belowww

Yesterday, two of my friends and I went to see Paranormal Activity. Before the preview started up, I went to get a refill on my drink, and when I came back, the theater was already dark. Not knowing where my friends were, I shouted “Marco!” hoping that they would recognize my voice. The two-thirds of the theater replied “Polo!”. It still took me ten minutes to find my friends. MLIA.

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Results came in yesterday I’m mostly contented haha cept for some subjects like GP :X But considering that I was whining about my GP to my GP tutor but he just smiled at me very innocently and cutely I guess he felt I did okay? ):

Hahah I don’t even dare to look at my essay cos on the very first page the marker wrote “SEXIST!!!” or something omg haha and he questioned my statistics “are you sure?” (YES I’M SURE!!!) I wish we had meet-the-marker session then maybe I could’ve fought for 1 more mark and passs ): Mummy’s really cute though she said “you where got fail gp!! pass what!” hahah (yeah right i had 21/50 and 24/50 haha cutieeee she)

And the thought of smartiess who can get 44/50 for their essays make me feel so depressed!! Haha I got 45 OVERALL omg haha.

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This is an insane week all the tutorials are due (?!?!) woohoooo~ And I & R draft and PW group file and all the 4141471 compres for chinese?!? ): Haha will pull through though thanks for everyone and everything <3

I can’t wait for 12th November to come after that I REALLY AM GONNA CATCH UP WITH EVERY SINGLE ONE prunes and dates yay can’t wait!!

And more cycling yes yesss again and again and again!!

I’ve been really happy the past 3 days! Which is quite an achievement (: (Maybe cos i’ve been eating yami yogurt EVERY SINGLE DAY for the past 3 days haha) OP dry run went quite okay thank you for encouragements/lil helping pointers from fellow friends (:

Caught 500 days of summer finally! Like what most people (cept my sister) said, it was good (: Halfway through the movie I found myself saying “OMG I WANNA CATCH IT AGAIN IMMEDIATELY AFTER IT ENDS” its one of the rare movies I actually feel like that!

I either say such stuff when 1) The movie’s REALLY REALLY GOOD or 2) When I don’t understand the movie heh its (2) most of the time.

Aww 500 days was so awesome! It made me feel bipolar there were parts I went crazy hysterical and then suddenly I’d feel so sad haha and it kept jumping days like 500 to 1 to 367 to 284 to 99 and all so you see, like emotional rollercoaster haha i pity the person sitting beside me.

Haha ohyaaaa then muggerfriend and 2 of his pals wanted to watch too! Bought tickets for them and over the phone I bluffed them that i got them 2nd row seats HAHA they didn’t even check their tickets and they automatically sat in the 2nd row for the whole movie! Ohgosh they were really cute (cos the cinema had so many nice empty seats!) though i feel really bad now haha.

Parts of the movie made so much sense haha I love Rachel Hansen!
“Tom, I know you think she was the one, but I don’t. Next time you look back, I think you should look again.” Heh and there was this part I think I kept nodding furiously (haha gross omg) cos she was telling Tom about him only remembering the good times spent with summer and not taking into account the bad times. Oh yes, and in case you’re wondering, Rachel Hansen’s this very young girl she’s reallly k3wl (:

I never knew movies had such a great impact on my life haha yay okay more movies from now on haha waste money but ohwells the happiness lasts for quite some time! (: (:

Ohyaaa and not to forget i’ve been on the phone every night for the past 3 days I am so talkative ohnoezxzz!?!? Guess talking keeps me happy (: Heh but precisely cos its been such a routine and I’m become so over-reliant/hopeful I don’t really know what’ll happen one day the routine breaks again.

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it’s what you are expected to give…which is everything. -Author Unknown.

How’s everyone enjoying post-promos? (: Ohwell, PP’s not really that enjoyable for me. ): Maybe cos i had too high expectations for it i guess.

There’s PW now, OP! ): Shhh frankly I thought OP would be quite a breeezee but turns out that its a lot of work ): I can’t wait for PW to end, seriously. Lol its made me so whiny/sulky/gloooomy I don’t like the current me ):

OHYA AND I HAVE CHINESE ON 2ND NOV I’M REALLY SCARED ):

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I had wanted to type a really cheery and cute post haha I tried very hard but failed it sounded like I was hysterical ):

Was just looking back through my past entries and reflecting on how i’ve changed/grown and questioning myself if I do like how i am right now (frankly, not really ): ) I hope I de-mature a little. I’d rather be as innocent gullible as I was last time and had everlasting patience. Now i’m just an angsty kid ohman ):

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10 things to 10 people

1. I’m really sorry for the many excuses and for neglecting you.

2. Sorry for the times where I talked back and didn’t appreciate you.

3. Thank you for messages that make me smile to myself and make me seem weird in public.

4. I hope 11:11 really works

5 & 6. Thanks for mugging with me/bringing me to SSC

7. Ketchup soon?

8. Thanks for cycling/expensive chocolates/cute photos/econs and otherzxz/bday surprises/snail mailssss

9. I worry for you cos I love you.

10. I hope you mature fast, learn to put the past behind you, move on, live for yourself as well as live to serve others/God, to live each day without regrets and most importantly, happily.

Breakfast @Mannaaa

Omg puiiii heard that this year’s PSLE math paper was very hard ohno pooor little cutie primary 6es ):

HAHA i can’t solve the question (okay maybe I too lazy haha the question so confusing!) sigh maybe I should deomote myself. ): My math sucksxz maybe thats why I’ve lost >20 marks for promos alrd boohoo ):

Try it haha its quite fun (:

Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?

If you feel brave enough about your answer you can post it as a comment! (: Haha try not to cheat thoughhhhhhhhh.

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Ohya I wanna watch PaperHeart!! <3 Juno was very sweet Michael Cera is quite nice and Charlyne Yi seems like a cutie (:

http://www.paperheart-movie.com/

*Ohno though I just heard that its rather weird, the movie and it really stinks ohno   But nevermind heeeeh everyone go watch 500 days of summer instead!

Freedom?

Its life after promos but strange how i’m not even smiling and how things just seem to be screwing up ):

Guess its cos I always shut myself away from everything whenever its exam period and avoid everything. Now without promos there’s too much time i start thinking/things just start pouring in.

Damn sad f/s & r/s & other issues and how everything’s falling apart all at once. And at the end of the day i’m all alone and with no S11 okayi don’t make sense/i don’t know how to continue.

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Ohyaaa today I donated 3bucks to this girl for her to take her bio Os omg I didn’t even check credibility and she besttt instead of giving me 7bucks change she wanted to just steal my 10bucks and convince me to give 10 instead HAIYO.

Hmm but watched “The Ugly Truth” today, crude humour but some parts were realllly realllly sweet&touching too haha laughed & cried. I cry at everything nowadays mummy says i vehhh lousy/weak.

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Anyway I suddenly realised we won’t get to see J2s anymore after this week I feel very sad about it! ): Will miss you guys&gurlsss ): All the best mugging for As though! You will all scores As for As!! MUG IN SCHOOL YAY YAY THEN I CAN SEE YOU (: