I need a miracle now

I’m really upset with myself for screwing things up but i hope they’re lenient and there’s ecf but ohwell i think this is a hint from God to tell me to take things more seriously and be more hardworking and focussed and to stop fooling around/doing nonsense sigh but ohwells i just wish to sleep now and i seriously think tomorrow’s a waste of time sigh daddy’s giving me options~

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Anyway thank you to people who gave me hearts and smileys and words of encouragement online/sharing personal testimonies with me it was really heartening.

And thanks daddy for motivating me. And for the hug, the kiss and the highfives.<3

I’m much better now and I won’t feel discouraged by this!

Life’s tough, but i’m tougher.

I didn’t manage to smile all the way till the end of this week, but ohwells.

THIS made me smile.

ANT says:
why you angry!
who make you angry!
i help you punch the fella
AmandaChin says:
HAHA i’m angry with myself. you punch the fella lor. (:

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Sorry to anyone/everyone if I sound bad tonight online I really couldn’t keep up with all my regular hahas and lols and smileys and exclamation marks.

But tomorrow will be okay i’ll be okay by tomorrow! in 20 minutes. (:

Sometimes time doesn’t heal

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover’s arms can only come later when you’re sure they won’t laugh if you trip. – Jonathan Carroll, “Outside the Dog Museum”

Haven’t blogged for really long! But i’m glad I made it through this week and i’m still smiling!

Monday night reached home at 10plus due to piano lesson and after that rushing down to CSL to meet the babies till 930pm, Tuesday had class cip at night and reached home at 10plus again! Wednesday had GOS I had a mental block halfway while speaking and I was stunned for 15 minutes, but i’m glad everything ended nicely (: Thursday had Chem SPA (you seeee the link? Monday tuesday wednesday reached home late = so tired so hard to study!) then tuition and reached home at 9plus and Friday had installation, reached home 10plus, Saturday had UP (it was sooooo gooood) with fav girlies reached home late again! And I was out the whole of today :O

Hahaha if you read the paragraph above

OMG YOU FREAK YOU STALKER!!!
Lol no laaa. Heh but it was coool, monday tuesday and wednesday were spent with 3 very different and special types of kids each. (:

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Heh just a little bit more about “UP”!!! Though the goggles were uncomfortable (big face you seee, and plus a flat nose so the goggles couldn’t stay!?!) the movie was great and the company was good (: HAHAH I half cried half laughed throughout the whole movie the boy was really cute chubby cheeks!!!

Ooooh and we watched at ILUMA hahaha i’m pleased.

Ohyaaa anyway papa & mama are really cute they said to me “OH ITS GOOD NOW THAT YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO HAVE A LIFE” then mummy said “you want us to fetch you?” and daddy scolded her HAHA “FETCH HER FOR WHAT, THEN LATER SHE HAS TO RUSH HOME! LET HER STAY OUT LATE“

Championz. But not as championish as United haha 5-0 i’m happy all the people who should’ve scored scored.

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Ohya haven’t finished thanking people for my birthday!

Thankyou Charlene & Xianmin for putting these two stuffs on my special seat in the LT haha I felt very very loved (: Two of you are the real cutiessss <3

Okay the rest I thank next time!! If you gave me something haha YOU SHALL FEEL COMPELLED TO KEEP CHECKING MY BLOG I sureee post something about you just that it may take quite some time (: