Three Words, Eight Letters

Posted in Uncategorized on July 13, 2009 by Amanda

Today FOG was really really sweet thank you girlies I felt really really loved today (:

I have so much to telll all of you but I don’t think many/any of you read my blog so i’ll just say this. Thank you so much, for not giving up on me.

There’s tooo much to say but I must really claim that I missed all of you really badly I know i’m often not present for any cell outings/meetings/915 service but for the past 2 years I felt really bad for not making time for all of you. I felt even worse for having choices at times but always ending up with choosing the other choice over cell.

Till now I’ve no idea if I made the right decision or not for compromising cell, and even God sometimes, due to all the extensive commitments from school/highfive/house/sln/APCG.. I can’t say anything and I definitely have no right to try to justify myself again but one thing’s sure.

In the future I really will try to make time for cell. Not cos I feel obliged to or anything, but truly because you girls really mean so much to me and I’m so disappointed with myself for straying away.

And its a really terrible feeling to have to keep looking through photo albums and albums of facebook, wishing that I was there with y’all.. And regretting. (NEXT TIME IF I’M NOT THERE WITH Y’ALL PLEASE JUST TAG ME AS A NEARBY DUSTBIN OR TREE OR SOMETHING)

Whoooops I actually typed so much haha. Don’t think any of you will read this actualllly but I feel so much better to have expressed all the feelings i’ve been containing for the past 2 years.

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Mmhmmm today’s a happy day except for the sad headache i had. Haha finally finished Gossip Girl! :D Thank you to the peeeps who encouraged me to press on till the end for all the secrets :D I especially loved the last 20 seconds of the last episode omg so cutesssss (:

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Turns out that Chuck was the sweetest guy of GossipGirl <3

Hahahaha I’m such a happy girl today teehehe.

Anyway sorrrry I just had to post this!! That moment finally came (: (:

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Can we do this again? And again? And again and again? Wish I was wonderwoman and didn’t need sleep ohwells.

Gonna be a beautiful day today :)

Haha anyway its 0208 now! In 6 hours i get to meet some really cute girlies I really miss. <3

CARTE BLANCHE

Posted in Uncategorized on July 12, 2009 by Amanda

Oooohgoshhh this saturday & sunday’s gonna be really exciting, i’m really looking forward to it :D

Seeing how Tapestry’s progressed/grown from

Tapestry Poster final

to

tapessss,

i’m reallly proud of the organizers this year i think they’ve been so awesome :D

Alright so here’s

TAPESTRY 09!

Please go down (1) For great Music (2) For a lot of fun (3) IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME!!!  (Saturday nighttttt(: )

I can’t wait (: To see all the Highfivers I missed sooo badly, to see the performers I got to know of last year’s tapestry, and maybe Ben from school invasion tourrrrr (:

Raising funds for a few beneficiaries this year!! Please go down to show your support for (1) Our very own local music artists (2) The underprivileged beneficiaries!

Alright, see you at Heeren/Ngeee Ann City this saturday! :D Message me on Saturday if you really do turn up at tapestry okay (:

Oh anyway I just discovered this new emoticon hahahaha ;)

Its really cute ;) ;) ;)

Happy, Birthday

Posted in Uncategorized on July 9, 2009 by Amanda

Its midnight now I wonder why we didn’t do as planned. :( We didn’t surprise Mei with a cake, we didn’t sing her a birthday song, we didn’t make her feel special.. :(

But in any case,

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY!!

:)

You’ve been the most awesome sister everrrrr (and no its not cos you’re my one and only sister) and I do love you a lot, though I always lecture you/am very lor sor to you/scold you..but its all cos i care and I worry for you.. I don’t want you to end up making the same silly mistakes that I did.

HAPPPYBDAYMEI

& I want you to know that you’re a very special person to me. <3

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Ohwells its a really tough night tonight but i hope i stay strong as a tough nuttttt :) Can’t do enthalpyyyyy and I want to whine about losing Ms Sohhhhh as a GP teacher cos she’s so awesome ohmans I’m missing her a lot already ):

Its 1:20am and I’m proud to say my hair is wet (cos i bathed only an hour plus ago so that i’d be able to keep awake now ): ), I’m only at Question 3 of Tutorial, but one thing guuuud i’ve done tonight’s PW.

And maybe waiting at a cafe for 2 hours for a realllllly k3wl guy who kinda made my day (:

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Sigh and the house is so messy cos everyone’s throwing things around I wish I could just stop work and start packing/doing housework ): Ohmans I”m so whinnnnny and complainyyyyyy tonight.

And how about I screamed just now so now my throat’s burning don’t think i’ll talk much anymore haha i bet the world will be happy.. Less people go deaf, more peace, more silence..