Three Words, Eight Letters

Today FOG was really really sweet thank you girlies I felt really really loved today (:

I have so much to telll all of you but I don’t think many/any of you read my blog so i’ll just say this. Thank you so much, for not giving up on me.

There’s tooo much to say but I must really claim that I missed all of you really badly I know i’m often not present for any cell outings/meetings/915 service but for the past 2 years I felt really bad for not making time for all of you. I felt even worse for having choices at times but always ending up with choosing the other choice over cell.

Till now I’ve no idea if I made the right decision or not for compromising cell, and even God sometimes, due to all the extensive commitments from school/highfive/house/sln/APCG.. I can’t say anything and I definitely have no right to try to justify myself again but one thing’s sure.

In the future I really will try to make time for cell. Not cos I feel obliged to or anything, but truly because you girls really mean so much to me and I’m so disappointed with myself for straying away.

And its a really terrible feeling to have to keep looking through photo albums and albums of facebook, wishing that I was there with y’all.. And regretting. (NEXT TIME IF I’M NOT THERE WITH Y’ALL PLEASE JUST TAG ME AS A NEARBY DUSTBIN OR TREE OR SOMETHING)

Whoooops I actually typed so much haha. Don’t think any of you will read this actualllly but I feel so much better to have expressed all the feelings i’ve been containing for the past 2 years.

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Mmhmmm today’s a happy day except for the sad headache i had. Haha finally finished Gossip Girl! Thank you to the peeeps who encouraged me to press on till the end for all the secrets I especially loved the last 20 seconds of the last episode omg so cutesssss (:

Turns out that Chuck was the sweetest guy of GossipGirl <3

Hahahaha I’m such a happy girl today teehehe.

Anyway sorrrry I just had to post this!! That moment finally came (: (:

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Can we do this again? And again? And again and again? Wish I was wonderwoman and didn’t need sleep ohwells.

Gonna be a beautiful day today

Haha anyway its 0208 now! In 6 hours i get to meet some really cute girlies I really miss. <3

CARTE BLANCHE

Oooohgoshhh this saturday & sunday’s gonna be really exciting, i’m really looking forward to it

Seeing how Tapestry’s progressed/grown from

to

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i’m reallly proud of the organizers this year i think they’ve been so awesome

Alright so here’s

TAPESTRY 09!

Please go down (1) For great Music (2) For a lot of fun (3) IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME!!!  (Saturday nighttttt(: )

I can’t wait (: To see all the Highfivers I missed sooo badly, to see the performers I got to know of last year’s tapestry, and maybe Ben from school invasion tourrrrr (:

Raising funds for a few beneficiaries this year!! Please go down to show your support for (1) Our very own local music artists (2) The underprivileged beneficiaries!

Alright, see you at Heeren/Ngeee Ann City this saturday! Message me on Saturday if you really do turn up at tapestry okay (:

Oh anyway I just discovered this new emoticon hahahaha

Its really cute

Happy, Birthday

Its midnight now I wonder why we didn’t do as planned. We didn’t surprise Mei with a cake, we didn’t sing her a birthday song, we didn’t make her feel special..

But in any case,

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY!!

You’ve been the most awesome sister everrrrr (and no its not cos you’re my one and only sister) and I do love you a lot, though I always lecture you/am very lor sor to you/scold you..but its all cos i care and I worry for you.. I don’t want you to end up making the same silly mistakes that I did.

& I want you to know that you’re a very special person to me. <3

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Ohwells its a really tough night tonight but i hope i stay strong as a tough nuttttt Can’t do enthalpyyyyy and I want to whine about losing Ms Sohhhhh as a GP teacher cos she’s so awesome ohmans I’m missing her a lot already ):

Its 1:20am and I’m proud to say my hair is wet (cos i bathed only an hour plus ago so that i’d be able to keep awake now ): ), I’m only at Question 3 of Tutorial, but one thing guuuud i’ve done tonight’s PW.

And maybe waiting at a cafe for 2 hours for a realllllly k3wl guy who kinda made my day (:

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Sigh and the house is so messy cos everyone’s throwing things around I wish I could just stop work and start packing/doing housework ): Ohmans I”m so whinnnnny and complainyyyyyy tonight.

And how about I screamed just now so now my throat’s burning don’t think i’ll talk much anymore haha i bet the world will be happy.. Less people go deaf, more peace, more silence..